it been a while since my last post right . sorry for missing in action . im just too stress with everything . everytime l open this blog , it remind me of you . l used to wrote about you in this blog . and now its just a memories . only god knows how sad and happy im am when l had to let you go . sometimes i do feel like just shoot my brain out because it keep remind me of you . im so tired . i just need someone shoulder to lay down and took a nape for a minute . and that someone will said '' nevermind l'll take care of you , just lay down a sleep '' . forget the past just move on laila . its time for you to be happy hunny . 

but l won't .