hye umar , if you read this thank you so much for being there and here for me went l needed you the most . Well , our relationship just not that good . You been there for me for 1year3month thats long enough right . We've been through a lot of problems together . Thank you for your patient . After that date , l know something wrong and yes l know thats my fault . Please tell her lm sorry for not respect her .

l want to tell you story , its about us . lt still fresh in my mind . Did you remember our first chat in facebook .? . That was the funniest chat ever then we started to text each other . That time l was still busy packing my stuff to move to kuala lumpur . You started to asked about tennis , how do l know you and sor of other thing . That time you were still couple with some else .

After two weeks , you said that you want to couple with me while you were with some else but l said yes . l don't know why l said yes . Maybe there were something inside you that l want . Our first  meet was at tournament . l was superb excited that time . Our plan was to met up at court 1 . l was waiting for you that time but you were running late and l started to talk to my pet brother then l saw you came but you just walk off . You text me , you said you were jealous cause l talk to that handsome guy . Well duhh ! he is handsome acctually (haha) .

A night we met up infront Top SpinCafe . lm soo sorry with my attitde that night . Ok lm not like other girl , they will like set simulating/childish when they met up with their new boyfriend but lm different . l just be my self (tomboyish) . Seat on the table , talking loud , scolding people without reason , laaughing like no one was there .

The next day , you want me to watched your match . l said ok , so l went to watched your match . The not so cool part is your dad was there . l was like s*** -.- and he keep watching me . 30minutes later , l stand up and runnnnn! (itwassofunny) .

Oh my god ! did you remember the sweet moment .? . One day before the final day at night . You said you want to met me . Lucky our room was like infront of each other . lts easier for me to met you . We start to seat at corner of my room and started talking about stuff , counting the building sort of that thing . Suddenly we were quite and l put my head on your shoulder . l nearly sleep that time and you too . Then you said you off to bed now . l stand up to go inside my room and you pull my hand and you kissed my cheek . l always remember about out first met .

Well umar thank you again . You always made me smile when actually l want to cried :')

                                                                                                                 love , Laila